The Life of Martin Jackson: A Mother’s Day Post

“Planters encouraged strong families not only for the well-being of the slaves, but also for the well-being of the plantation. Strong families promote happiness and contentment. Happy, contented workers are good workers. . . . One could argue that the black family has never been stronger than it was under slavery. It was certainly stronger under the southern slave system that it is today under our modern destructive welfare state.” Douglas Wilson

Here’s how the dominoes fell in my head to land on this post: Earlier today Ulysses S. Grant NHS tweeted this:

This line “today we also remember the countless enslaved black mothers throughout U.S. history who courageously worked to raise their children while living under the harsh hand of slavery” reminded me of a slave narrative I read years ago, in preparation for this site. It’s the story of Martin Jackson, which was documented in Slave Narratives: A Folk History of Slavery in the United States. Martin Jackson led a remarkable life, serving the USA in the Civil War and World War I. One point, however, about Martin Jackson’s life haunted me when I read it and still haunts me today. It’s about his mother. He said,

“My mother was drowned years before when I was a little boy. I only remember her after she was dead. I can take you to the spot in the river today where she was drowned. She drowned herself. I never knew the reason behind it, but it was said she started to lose her mind and preferred death to that.”

I cannot imagine the utter hopelessness that slavery must have engendered in those poor souls. I cannot imagine the resolve it would take to walk or jump in the river, determined to die. I doubt anyone can imagine it, who hasn’t lived it. For this Mother’s Day, here is the life of Martin Jackson, whose mother took her own life before he could remember her:

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EX-SLAVE STORIES
(Texas)

MARTIN JACKSON, who calls himself a “Black Texan”, well deserves to select a title of more distinction, for it is quite possible that he is the only living former slave who served in both the Civil War and the World War. He was born in bondage in Victoria Co., Texas, in 1847, the property of Alvy Fitzpatrick. This self-respecting Negro is totally blind, and when a person touches him on the arm to guide him he becomes bewildered and asks his helper to give verbal directions, up, down, right or left. It may be he has been on his own so long that he cannot, at this late date, readjust himself to the touch of a helping hand. His mind is uncommonly clear and he speaks with no Negro colloquialisms and almost no dialect.

Following directions as to where to find Martin Jackson, “the most remarkable Negro in San Antonio,” a researcher made his way to an old frame house at 419 Center St., walked up the steps and through the house to an open door of a rear room. There, on an iron bed, lay a long, thin Negro, smoking a cigarette. He was dressed in a woolen undershirt and black trousers and his beard and mustache were trimmed much after the fashion of white gallants of the Gay Nineties. His head was remarkably well-shaped, with striking eminences in his forehead over his brows.

After a moment the intruder spoke and announced his mission. The old Negro, who is stone blind, quickly admitted that he was Martin Jackson, but before making any further comment he carried on an efficient interview himself; he wanted to know who the caller was, who had directed the visit, and just what branch of the Federal service happened to be interested in the days of slavery. These questions satisfactorily answered, he went into his adventures and experiences, embellishing the highlights with uncommon discernment and very little prodding by the researcher.

“I have about 85 years of good memory to call on. I’m ninety, and so I’m not counting my first five years of life. I’ll try to give you as clear a picture as I can. If you want to give me a copy of what you are going to write, I’ll appreciate it. Maybe some of my children would like to have it.

“I was here in Texas when the Civil War was first talked about. I was here when the War started and followed my young master into it with the First Texas Cavalry. I was here during reconstruction, after the War. I was here during the European World War and the second week after the United States declared war on Germany I enlisted as cook at Camp Leon Springs.

“This sounds as if I liked the war racket. But, as a matter of fact, I never wore a uniform — grey coat or khaki coat — or carried a gun, unless it happened to be one worth saving after some Confederate soldier got shot. I was official lugger-in of men that got wounded, and might have been called a Red Cross worker if we had had such a corps connected with our company. My father was head cook for the battalion and between times I helped him out with the mess. There was some difference in the food served to soldiers in 1861 and 1917!

“Just what my feelings was about the War, I have never been able to figure out myself. I knew the Yanks were going to win, from the beginning. I wanted them to win and lick us Southerners, but I hoped they was going to do it without wiping out our company. I’ll come back to that in a minute. As I said, our company was the First Texas Cavalry. Col. Buchell was our commander. He was a full-blooded German and as fine a man and a soldier as you ever saw. He was killed at the Battle of Marshall and died in my arms. You may also be interested to know that my old master, Alvy Fitzpatrick, was the grandfather of Governor Jim Ferguson.

“Lots of old slaves closes the door before they tell the truth about their days of slavery. When the door is open, they tell how kind their masters was and how rosy it all was. You can’t blame them for this, because they had plenty of early discipline, making them cautious about saying anything uncomplimentary about their masters. I, myself, was in a little different position than most slaves and, as a consequence, have no grudges or resentment. However, I can tell you the life of the average slave was not rosy. They were dealt out plenty of cruel suffering.

“Even with my good treatment, I spent most of my time planning and thinking of running away. I could have done it easy, but my old father used to say, ‘No use running from bad to worse, hunting better.’ Lots of colored boys did escape and joined the Union army, and there are plenty of them drawing a pension today. My father was always counseling me. He said, ‘Every man has to serve God under his own vine and fig tree.’ He kept pointing out that the War wasn’t going to last forever, but that our forever was going to be spent living among the Southeners, after they got licked. He’d cite examples of how the whites would stand flatfooted and fight for the blacks the same as for members of their own family. I knew that all was true, but still I rebelled, from inside of me. I think I really was afraid to run away, because I thought my conscience would haunt me. My father knew I felt this way and he’d rub my fears in deeper. One of his remarks still rings in my ears: ‘A clear conscience opens bowels, and when you have a guilty soul it ties you up and death will not for long desert you.’

“No, sir, I haven’t had any education. I should have had one, though. My old missus was sorry, after the War, that she didn’t teach me. Her name, before she married my old master, was Mrs. Long. She lived in New York City and had three sons. When my old master’s wife died, he wrote up to a friend of his in New York, a very prominent merchant named C.C. Stewart. He told this friend he wanted a wife and gave him specifications for one. Well, Mrs. Long, whose husband had died, fitted the bill and she was sent down to Texas. She became Mrs. Fitzpatrick. She wasn’t the grandmother of Governor Ferguson. Old Fitzpatrick had two wives that preceded Mrs. Long. One of the wives had a daughter named Fanny Fitzpatrick and it was her that was the Texas’ governor’s mother. I seem to have the complicated family tree of my old master more clear than I’ve got my own, although mine can be put in a nutshell: I married only once and was blessed in it with 45 years of devotion. I had 13 children and a big crop of grandchildren.

“My earliest recollection is the day my old boss presented me to his son, Joe, as his property. I was about five years old and my new master was only two.

“It was in the Battle of Marshall, in Louisiana, that Col. Buchell got shot. I was about three miles from the front, where I had pitched up a kind of first-aid station. I was all alone there. I watched the whole thing. I could hear the shooting and see the firing. I remember standing there and thinking the South didn’t have a chance. All of a sudden I heard someone call. It was a soldier, who was half carrying Col. Buchell in. I didn’t do nothing for the Colonel. He was too far gone. I just held him comfortable, and that was the position he was in when he stopped breathing. That was the worst hurt I got when anybody died. He was a friend of mine. He had had a lot of soldiering before and fought in the Indian War.

“Well, the Battle of Marshall broke the back of the Texas Cavalry. We began straggling back towards New Orleans, and by that time the War was over. The soldiers began to scatter. They was a sorry-lookin’ bunch of lost sheep. They didn’t know where to go, but most of ‘em ended up pretty close to the towns they started from. They was like homing pigeons, with only the instinct to go home and, yet, most of them had no homes to go to.

“No, sir, I never went into books. I used to handle a big dictionary three times a day, but it was only to put it on a chair so my young master could sit up higher at the table. I never went to school. I learned to talk pretty good by associating with my masters in their big house.

“We lived on a ranch of about 1,000 acres close to the Jackson County line in Victoria County, about 125 miles from San Antonio. Just before the war ended they sold the ranch, slaves and all, and the family, not away fighting, moved to Galveston. Of course, my father and me wasn’t sold with the other blacks, because we was away at war. My mother was drowned years before when I was a little boy. I only remember her after she was dead. I can take you to the spot in the river today where she was drowned. She drowned herself. I never knew the reason behind it, but it was said she started to lose her mind and preferred death to that.”

At this point in the old Negro’s narrative the sound of someone singing was heard. A moment later the door to the house slammed shut and in accompaniment to the tread of feet in the kitchen came this song:

“I sing because I’m happy,
And I sing because I’m free —
His eyes is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me.”

The singer glanced in the bedroom and the song ended with both embarrassment and anger:
“Father! Why didn’t you say you had callers?”

It was not long, however, before the singer, Mrs. Maggie Jackson, daughter-in-law of old Martin Jackson, joined in the conversation.

“The master’s name was usually adopted by a slave after he was set free. This was done more because it was the logical thing to do and the easiest way to be identified than it was through affection for the master. Also, the government seemed to be in a almighty hurry to have us get names. We had to register as someone, so we could be citizens. Well, I got to thinking about all us slaves that was going to take the name Fitzpatrick. I made up my mind I’d find me a different one. One of my grandfathers in Africa was called Jeaceo, and so I decided to be Jackson.”

After this clear-headed Negro had posed for his photograph, the researcher took his leave and the old blind man bade him a gracious “good-bye.” He stood as if watching his new friend walking away, and then lighted a cigarette.

“How long have you been smoking, Martin?” called back the researcher.

“I picked up the deadly habit,” answered Martin, “over seventy-five years ago.” (Federal Writers’ Project: Slave Narrative Project)

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